things i will never understand.

There are some things i will never understand.

Lady Gaga music videos. They do not make any sense. She'll take a perfectly good (or overplayed) song and give it a fucked up music video. This new song she has called "You and Me" is so fucked up, i dare you to go watch it. that one and the video for "Born This Way". I dare you to just try to get through the beginning of Born this way without getting grossed out.

Adults bringing small children to a movie theater. I went to go see The Lion King in 3D with two of my best friends and it was hands down one of the greatest moments of my life. I mean, it is my absolute favorite disney movie by far. What was the only thing that went wrong with this experience? FUCKING SMALL CHILDREN SCREAMING. HELLO! If you're kid is making a scene in the fucking theater, take them outside and calm them down. Then go home. They aren't old enough to appreciate the movie anyway.

Falling asleep after waking up in the morning. This always happens to me. Most times it's no big deal, but today it made me miss calculus this morning......woops.

The power of genetics. How is it that they are so powerful? I ended up in the shallow end of the gene pool with bad eyesight, shortness and horrible crampy periods. And yet i'm smart, have good hair and am still a part of my family. I don't get it.

The pledge pin. I am currently pledging Theta Zeta Upsilon at school and i don't see the purpose of a pledge pin. at least mine isn't as bad as the pledge pin for Alpha Sigma Chi. (mine: headband. theirs: feather boa. purple. i win.)

Why at times I feel hollow. I don't know how to explain it better. At times I get this feeling of hollowness and I don't understand how or why it happens.

Why i'm procrastinating by blogging when i am clearly tired and need to go to bed.

There is deff more, but since its one in the fucking morning i cannot think straight.  So I'm ending now.

Here are the links to the Lady Gaga music videos I mentioned before. I dare you to watch them and try to understand.
You and I
Born This Way

calluses and worship music

That is life now. I am now the bassist of a new Praise Band at my school. While I cannot disclose any details I can say we are gonna kick ASS.


So yeah. I rocked my bass so hard during rehearsal i'm actually getting a callous on my right index finger. While learning worship music. all i wanted to say.







BOOM.

college partying

It always sounds like a good time. And I'll admit, it usually is. Dancing with friends and guys to really loud music is pretty fun.

Not so much tonight. Just wasn't to up to it. The party felt more like an obligation than a choice to go. I was tired, everytime I went into the party I got an instant headache and on top of all that, I'm currently going through what only women go through once a month. (trying not to be too graphic.) So most of the time I was in the front hall hanging with the people I knew.

Sitting and watching allows you to take in some of the images that come along with partying that you might not always see cuz you're too busy partying. You know that they're there, but you don't actually SEE anything. As I sat there blowing up balloons and hitting my friend Mat with them, I see the following sights:

1. My completely shit-faced friend stumble in and out of the party, eventually leaving with some guy she knows.
2. A girl getting hyserical because she lost her iPhone and her friends helping her look for it. (LESSON HERE: when going to parties, have pockets for phones.)
3. A somewhat sober friend of mine trying to get another shit-faced friend of mine to eat something so when she walks she doesn't walk right into the trashcan.
4. Many Asians smoking God knows what.

So I leave. I was falling asleep as it was. I'm glad I'm not looking at that shit anymore. The party is gonna shut down in 16 minutes.

Be safe everybody. Keep your phones in your pockets.

NEW RULES

i'm back at college now. had two, count em, TWO days of classes. things here have to change.

1. old picture sunday was a way to show off my puppies. it's on a hiatus til i feel its necessary to do it again.

2. this is now a procrastination blog. mostly used for procrastination.

sorry peeps, i'm mad busy.

taking some time off.

i'm doing college stuff, like packing, and family bonding, like camping. so i'm taking some time off.

give me a week or so.