owls

I am refiguring out what it's like to be an owl.

Tonight is probably going to end up being my first true all-nighter since coming back to school. And I am not getting anything accomplished.

I'm trying to figure out why I can't sleep tonight, but it's not adding up. I was up early Friday morning for my calc final, had another final at 3, went on adventures with friends and went back to their rooms, so I didn't get back to my own room about 12:30ish. Went to bed about an hour later. and woke up at 10:30.

Most people would be able to sleep at this point. All the caffeine has worn off by now, and yet i'm still up. It's not making sense. I was up to see my drunken friends stumble into the house tonight, which was pretty entertaining, but that's besides the point.

The weird thing is, this very thing happened two nights ago on Thursday night. Me and my friend james were up waaayy later than we should've been making a really stupid mistake by watching beavis and butt-head. The show is stupid, it was on at 2:30 in the morning and i had an 8 am calc final the next morning. After he came home tonight we were up watching hey arnold! around 3-3:30 am. The difference between the first night and the second night was that i actually went to sleep the first night. Not tonight. AND i have to be at church in the morning.

Me and james were watching tv, and he asked me why I was still up. I was like, i dunno, i can't sleep. So he was like, Maybe you're becoming nocturnal. I think he's on to something.

That is why I feel like an owl tonight. I'm going to see the sun rise in bronxville today. I'm going to watch Jimmy Neutron at 6 am. I'm going to probably crash harder than I've crashed all year sometime during the day tomorrow. Why?

Cuz I'm fuckin nocturnal.